Children reflect their parents

That what we always heard am i right? Well in my case, i always been in the corner of the family. Why? It simply because i dont think i belongs to the family. Since i was small im clumsy im silly and blur. So everything i do i get commented not in a good way but in a bad way. I get condemn not supported. Well thats not the point in my entry today. What im going to crap today is about a friend of mine. She always share things with me and just know she shared bout her family. She has a kind of parents who always put in the negative value on whatever she does. I do feel pity for her. And that what inspire me to write. Well after so long i didnt update my blog. 

Parents, dont you ever think that whatever you say is reflecting you. Whatever your child are, whether good or bad it always reflect you or the way you raise your child. Sometimes we children only need support or just a smile and a hug. But in return we always get the pressure where parents keep on saying negative things. Well lucky for those who always get praised support and positive comments from their parents. But not us. Well parents, if you think your child is not good enough. Then know this as well. You are also not good enough for your child. We child never get to actually say the things that upset us about you. We didnt compare you to other parents while you parents always blame us and compare us to the child of your friends. That is sooo not good! Children is also human being that have feelings. Try to understand our feelings instead of blaming. Well atleast try to smile and comment positively. It helps a lot. Gesshhh. -.-"

undefine state of feelings...

Hye and Assalamualaikum everyone.. 

lama dah tak sentuh keyboard untk blogging. tetiba rasa nak tulis entry baru lak pagi2 ni..

so far banyak benda dah jadi..
ema dah abis practical.
now tinggal fara and craig je
next 29 oct budak baru masuk.
last 5 september lahir anak buah baru.
kereta wira pun dah jumpa.
abah mama pergi india balik dah pun
abah pergi uzbekistan
abah balik mama pergi china pulak.
now mama balik kerja dah makin  banyak.
end of this month keluar result uitm.
and banyak lagi.. ada yang dah lupa pun..

hmmm semalam stalk page ika..
so teringat dekat mite event.
ya Allah rindunyer suasana mite event tu biapun selama 4 hari tu aku makan pun x lalu..
tp tuhan je yang tahu betapa besarnya benda tu bagi impak to my life.
tersangat rindu jalan2 and being so childish dengan aizat. 
makan mcdonald dalam kereta dengan wan
makan breakfast kena jeling2 dengan andy + jalan2 dengan dia.
lepak dengan tira. lepak dengan dancer matic.
and so on.. that gave me such an experience yang tak boleh lupa 
and everytime dengar lagu anak kampung mesti teringat dekat mite event.


tapi since dah stalk ika
ada benda yang aku rasa bila aku stalk ika or even teringat dekat dia pun
ada feeling yang tak puas hati and rasa cemburu of her life.
apa la yang dia hebat sangat sampai aku rasa macam ni pun aku tak tahu la..
Tuhan je tahu apa aku rasa..  hmmm...
seriously bila pasal dia mesti aku fikir pnjang and banyak sampai tak tahu apa yang aku fikir dah.. 
effect kot aku tidur, makan solat and so on. dia dia dia jee. tak boleh keluar dari kepala ni.

Please get out of my mind... :(

tak apa lah.

lets move on..

and yesterday i get a call from my primary school friend talking about him and his gf that have to broke up because of his gf's parents didnt let her to be close with guys..

tetiba teringat dekat didi and teha
kes cuki lebih kurang macam kes didi dengan teha..

it makes me even more sad to when i think about it. 
what will happen in the future...???
but i have faith that Allah knows the best..
it just i cant stop thinking of everything.. it make me feel tired and sad..
haish.... but thats okay. be strong and be tough. i will InsyaAllah.. :)

hehe okay la till here. i got to go and have my breakfast.. till we meet again in my next entry. :) 

i may leave you guys with some picture source from google :)