undefine state of feelings...

Hye and Assalamualaikum everyone.. 

lama dah tak sentuh keyboard untk blogging. tetiba rasa nak tulis entry baru lak pagi2 ni..

so far banyak benda dah jadi..
ema dah abis practical.
now tinggal fara and craig je
next 29 oct budak baru masuk.
last 5 september lahir anak buah baru.
kereta wira pun dah jumpa.
abah mama pergi india balik dah pun
abah pergi uzbekistan
abah balik mama pergi china pulak.
now mama balik kerja dah makin  banyak.
end of this month keluar result uitm.
and banyak lagi.. ada yang dah lupa pun..

hmmm semalam stalk page ika..
so teringat dekat mite event.
ya Allah rindunyer suasana mite event tu biapun selama 4 hari tu aku makan pun x lalu..
tp tuhan je yang tahu betapa besarnya benda tu bagi impak to my life.
tersangat rindu jalan2 and being so childish dengan aizat. 
makan mcdonald dalam kereta dengan wan
makan breakfast kena jeling2 dengan andy + jalan2 dengan dia.
lepak dengan tira. lepak dengan dancer matic.
and so on.. that gave me such an experience yang tak boleh lupa 
and everytime dengar lagu anak kampung mesti teringat dekat mite event.


tapi since dah stalk ika
ada benda yang aku rasa bila aku stalk ika or even teringat dekat dia pun
ada feeling yang tak puas hati and rasa cemburu of her life.
apa la yang dia hebat sangat sampai aku rasa macam ni pun aku tak tahu la..
Tuhan je tahu apa aku rasa..  hmmm...
seriously bila pasal dia mesti aku fikir pnjang and banyak sampai tak tahu apa yang aku fikir dah.. 
effect kot aku tidur, makan solat and so on. dia dia dia jee. tak boleh keluar dari kepala ni.

Please get out of my mind... :(

tak apa lah.

lets move on..

and yesterday i get a call from my primary school friend talking about him and his gf that have to broke up because of his gf's parents didnt let her to be close with guys..

tetiba teringat dekat didi and teha
kes cuki lebih kurang macam kes didi dengan teha..

it makes me even more sad to when i think about it. 
what will happen in the future...???
but i have faith that Allah knows the best..
it just i cant stop thinking of everything.. it make me feel tired and sad..
haish.... but thats okay. be strong and be tough. i will InsyaAllah.. :)

hehe okay la till here. i got to go and have my breakfast.. till we meet again in my next entry. :) 

i may leave you guys with some picture source from google :)

                      

                           

     
             

Y.M.A.K

hye awak! since this is your idea so it has nothing to do with me.. it all yours..
so yeah.. here you go.. 

how cute can i be when im grown up?

this cute. saya sangat comel kn? *k perasan jap* :b

haaa... thanks for everything gemok! and ur second sentences please refer to my tweet :b

Ramadhan Kareem

salam... 

sedar tak sedar, now its already ramadhan.. and today is the third day of fasting..

Alhamdulillah still breathing and fit :) how about you guys? hopefully you guys are doing well too.. InsyaAllah..

not much to say, let the pictures do their works :D

 

my love~

haaaaa... can you see that.. westlife... hee.. one of my best favourite boyband.. 
weee.. tersangat suka!!


nahhh one of my fav song..

if i let you go....

and... heres another one..

my love...

enjoy!!!

heeee~ beadxels pixelotts!!

opppss terfamous sekejap.. ngeheh


kenapa ye? haaa ce tgk ni

can you read that.. the famous beadxels piexielotts uploaded their buyers photo and made it as their cover photo.. and... thats me. heee.. wana see more? 

haaa see that.. wait another one..

haaaaa... im proud to be there. thanks alot to beadxels pixelotts and to you who bought it for me.. 

people do come and go..

hyeee!! ;)

hmm what to story2 eh? hahaha

let me tell you about my so called life la..

so through out my life, ive met alot of people..

alot kind of people, some stays, and some dont. well thats life..

when i was kids. im not really good at making friends, so im more to a shy2 person.. 

so i only be friend with my classmates..

haaaa. guess which one is me? :b hahah so this is me when im standard 1..

ive been friend with them only until standard 3..

then i move to other school.. which im not really close to anyone.. and yeah no picture laa.. haha sorry.. 

then me in high school.. i met this girl, name amirah.. haaa. i actually did not recognize her at first.. later on only i know that she is actually on of my classmate when i was in standard one.. want to see her picture?? naah!

haaa thats her back then, and this one is her now..

haaa laawa kan? and then i met izmiraa.. ha ni dia
thats her in the white pink suit.. ;)


next when im in form 3 i started to get close to these weird 'crazy' yet fun to be with.. 

from the left, qila, syera and aainaa. with double a... ;)


the next year i started to get close to these girlss..

sheeda, hani, nadia, syaza, najwa.. opps i left few people though.. next picture please.

there you go.. from the left, hani syera, qila, farina, aainaa, ming chuen, sheeda, mira and shahirah
from the left fitrah, dinie, fatin, qila,syera, yazmin, zainab, sheeda, and idlan

well. i know fitrah yazmin and zainab since in standard four, same goes to idlan, qila fatin and sheeda and some more of them.. but im not that close to them. 

thats for the girls.. for the guys.. haha better keep that as i just know them.. ;)

and yeah, when i started working i met new people too.. (see ya in the next entry) 

snap snap snap~

a picture can be described in many ways, and a picture means a thousand words..

this is some of the picture that i capture through what my eyes see.

this how i see my world..

 as far as we walk, we learned a lot of things. 

 when the sun goes down, the moon start rising itself.

 how beautiful the thing is, remember that Allah is the creator. subhanallah

 chill and take five whenever things get worst, revive your strength and stand confidently

 wake up and shine just like the sun rise

the problems is just like the drop of rains is, just wipe it out if you dont like it.

its not about with who you were, but how you enjoy the things

enjoy your day as it will never be the same 

mind your steps, take a good one, and be a good one

every beauty lies behind the cloud, take a lil bit of time to discover what actually you have

the sun shines with no doubt, so be a sun that rule your world

F.O.O.D

awesome food. great satisfaction.

 beryls choc

 ayam golek

 baskin robins

spagetti 

spagetti

butter prawn

tomyam seafood

lala

kerabu mangga

sotong goreng tepung

nasi kerabu

 chicken chop

 sizzling lamp chop

sushi