undefine state of feelings...

Hye and Assalamualaikum everyone.. 

lama dah tak sentuh keyboard untk blogging. tetiba rasa nak tulis entry baru lak pagi2 ni..

so far banyak benda dah jadi..
ema dah abis practical.
now tinggal fara and craig je
next 29 oct budak baru masuk.
last 5 september lahir anak buah baru.
kereta wira pun dah jumpa.
abah mama pergi india balik dah pun
abah pergi uzbekistan
abah balik mama pergi china pulak.
now mama balik kerja dah makin  banyak.
end of this month keluar result uitm.
and banyak lagi.. ada yang dah lupa pun..

hmmm semalam stalk page ika..
so teringat dekat mite event.
ya Allah rindunyer suasana mite event tu biapun selama 4 hari tu aku makan pun x lalu..
tp tuhan je yang tahu betapa besarnya benda tu bagi impak to my life.
tersangat rindu jalan2 and being so childish dengan aizat. 
makan mcdonald dalam kereta dengan wan
makan breakfast kena jeling2 dengan andy + jalan2 dengan dia.
lepak dengan tira. lepak dengan dancer matic.
and so on.. that gave me such an experience yang tak boleh lupa 
and everytime dengar lagu anak kampung mesti teringat dekat mite event.


tapi since dah stalk ika
ada benda yang aku rasa bila aku stalk ika or even teringat dekat dia pun
ada feeling yang tak puas hati and rasa cemburu of her life.
apa la yang dia hebat sangat sampai aku rasa macam ni pun aku tak tahu la..
Tuhan je tahu apa aku rasa..  hmmm...
seriously bila pasal dia mesti aku fikir pnjang and banyak sampai tak tahu apa yang aku fikir dah.. 
effect kot aku tidur, makan solat and so on. dia dia dia jee. tak boleh keluar dari kepala ni.

Please get out of my mind... :(

tak apa lah.

lets move on..

and yesterday i get a call from my primary school friend talking about him and his gf that have to broke up because of his gf's parents didnt let her to be close with guys..

tetiba teringat dekat didi and teha
kes cuki lebih kurang macam kes didi dengan teha..

it makes me even more sad to when i think about it. 
what will happen in the future...???
but i have faith that Allah knows the best..
it just i cant stop thinking of everything.. it make me feel tired and sad..
haish.... but thats okay. be strong and be tough. i will InsyaAllah.. :)

hehe okay la till here. i got to go and have my breakfast.. till we meet again in my next entry. :) 

i may leave you guys with some picture source from google :)